0 Robert and Kristen are together again?!

I guess you heard it already.

Few months ago, we were shocked by the news of the Twilight couple broke up after photos of Kristen and Rupert Sanders steamy sessions leaked. After they broke up, Robert immediately moved out from the house they shared. ...

But now, they are reportedly moved back in! Walaaa...! Good for them. I am sure thousand of fans could finally held their breath and screams, "told ya! they're belong to each other!"   So, i want to share my opinion on this trust issues matter based on my experience. I had an on off boyfriend few years ago. Once the trust problem makes its debut, though we still happy when we were together but, everytime we fought, the issues will make its ugly appearance in the arguments. We put up to this problem up for three good shitting years ( the problem debut on our third year, so we had three happy shitting years, and another three roller coaster shitting years) , i believe not only me who work hard for the relationship but also him as well but, we just can't stand each other anymore after those years. So, we broke up for good just like we always reunited for good but to no avail. 

    Rekindling a broken relationship especially related to trust issues is no easy work. The party that was hurted must work his feeling  to forgive and trust that hurtee. The hurtee on the other side must can we say , have to cater to whatever the hurted needs from the hurtee in order to gain that trust again. If the hurted one is asking for crazy requests, sacrifices have to be made but , no promises are given. It is all depend on the hurted person's personality too. So, we do hope that Robert will be softer to Kristen though i know there are numbers of you out there thinks that she deserves a slap on her face.    Are they moving back in yet? According to gossip sites, they do not just yet. Click here to find out more on their reconciliation. This link even said the very details on their reunion table talk.   LOOK OUT! There even a link that says Robert is asking Kristen's hand for marriage if she really want the relationship to work.  Wtf, do you believe that? Do you believe that Robert will think that the relationship will grow okay-er if they are married? Any sane human would know that marriage will not guarantee a peaceful relationship and may lead to worse problem if it is not from mutual desires. Of course, Robert has ever proposed to her before but, Kristen was not in hurry for it yet. So, how about now when Robert asked again, will she says 'yes' to show that she really commit to their relationship?

In case you are not reading this full entry, only browsing for some good photos, I'll make it clear that this couple is not married yet but fans are looking forward for this to happen in real life. This photo was taken in their wedding scene in Twilight Breaking Dawn.

Since i am a fan of them on and off screen, i really looking forward for their wedding. And hoped that Rupert Sanders name does not resurface everytime they had a fight after this. Fingers crossed.

0 Sunday , I Heart

This Sunday is the most beautiful day of the week. What else can be more beautiful than spending time with my boys? 

Introductions by mommy, peace out! V

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Mommy (this is what i call myself when im around my son, ok). Mommy thinks she's the older version of Blair Waldorf of Gossip Girl. Adore her style so much!

 I love this body hugging mini skirt so much and the chiffon ruffled top really feel comfy on a sunny day.  I had matching shoes from Reflexology Bata shoes , and Hermes handbag with ever contrasting color. Ditch that 'eww, they don't match, 'yell. I don't care, i rarely matched my handbag with my outfits and all. One thing i hate is my bulging tummy looked ridiculously obvious. It 's like one can see through  my spare tyres behind the the purple fabric! Damn.

Looking polished over there, Steven.. And i just love seeing my little son in action with his Batman Forever t-shirt that i bought from Greenhills in Manila, Phillipines.

These smiles melts my heart, makes my day.

My 10 months old son is learning the basic of playing football. Walking it is.

To end the Sunday and get prepared for Monday blues, blog about weekend after my little son is down to sleep. Purr-fect! 

How about you? How do you spend your weekend? 

2 Pictures of Love, Perhaps

Did you read the this very title post? Of course. Pictures of love.Perhaps? 

Just last week i was so in a mess and got out from it, i ended up uploading some of my wedding's photos. Today,i survived for giving talks and workshops to the great teachers of this town's area for Creativity in  Maths. Nobody has any idea , even God that i was so freakingly nervous about this and i probably talked just out of shit today. But, I was relieved that today's slots went smoother than expected. Therefore, it brings me to this post. My pre-wedding photos. Though actually i have two drafts waiting to be published but, i chose this for this is so easy to be posted. Enjoy!

Haha..this photo just spells, "We are married.  Smile."

My man. He may looked better without his hair but, he looks
better now. Well, the point is, he is the only one
in this world who understand me the most, has the amazing capability
of standing over my worst. Therefore, he deserves me at my best too.

It spells like the first photo only that we switched
place here.And oh, the outfits as well.

By Tanjung Aru Beach, waiting for the sun comes down.

Kissing by the sunset. 

Hand in hand, walk together through anything

Ahh, i have this photos everywhere in the family's house. Masterpiece.

Just me, you might think that i was smiling at my husband or the photog or his flashman, but..no. I merely smiling at the wind. Empty. All i think about is to pull the one last best shot. And hoping that i won't tripped between the rocks there with my super tricky-to-walk-on stilletos.

That's it! There were more photos but it can take years to upload them on a single post. Credits to the talented photographer , Benny Liew from Kota Kinabalu. 

5 My Wedding Reception

This is rather a very late entry for my wedding reception that was happening more than a year ago. After my wedding, i was very busy with my appeal to get transfer from East Sabah to West Sabah. Then, after that was busy with preparation for my childbirth til I feel like it's quite too late to upload on my Facebook however, i will share this post to my FB by the way. I hope you enjoy seeing  these photos of my family and friends during my most important day in life and read my ramblings.

My flower bouquet..pink and with shades of purple. Perfect for me!

This heel are made for walking. I am so loving it because, one have to
tie the ribbon around the leg to a bow to wear this shoes.

My make over session.

My most important make over in life

I love my eyeshadow colors on that day. Pink and dark blue. 

Last touch ups on the lips.

After my make over.

Hubby getting himself ready too. One line that he
kept on repeating that day that annoyed me
so much is, " men can get ready for his wedding
in less than 10 minutes. I am so lucky i am a man."

The veil gave the sense of how pure marriage is.

Bride was waiting to be transported to the reception hall

Parents of both bride and groom

First dance

Mommy in her always " ready-to-panic" mode. In short alert.

I am always amazed by his calmness. I guess even when the rest of the world
in tears, he will still looked this cool.

This is very rare expressions of dad. He always looked as if he angry at something.
Credits to photographer, Benny Liew for capturing this for me.

My make-up artist, Wedie Aning. He worked his ass off right til the cake
is cut. He does his work with his amazing eyes and hands, perfectly and
i really love his job!

I think we were smiling at something. I don't have any memory on that.

My teary friend, Abby. She was overwhelmed by this wedding thingy. Now, she is expecting.

Estranged uncle and cousins. Really appreciate your coming to my
reception.

:) 

One Heart. Two souls. One story to be shared til death do us apart.

My niece, Owen.

Amazing oldest friends from secondary school. From left, Franly (Jaylyn's fiance, hubby, me ,
Atum, Jaylyn and their friend)

We called ourselves, PR. Oh minus Steven. Let me introduce my beautiful friends , from left, Lynorita, Sherry, Maslen, Abby, Elizabeth, Shane, Winnie, Caroline.

The luckiest men on earth, the PR husbands, from left, Maslen's (Junaidi), Winnie's (Dent), Elizabeth's(Joe)
Caroline's (Fread), Lynorita's (Harriet), Sherry's (Linus)

This rather a funny photos of the dads'. My in law looked as if he , "hey, watch where the spoon
going. Don't just camwhoring. While dad, "Nope, im not opening my jaw to those
sugary thing."

During the poco-poco. My aunt, Latimi (in purple punjabi) is a queen of
poco-poco in town!

I think Steven was quite struggling to catch up the steps in poco-poco.
Good try, hun.

My oldest friend, Astie in the middle.

These are the finalist who succeeded in catching bouquet sessions.
Winnie grabbed it first by the way, and her wedding was coming up after
Maslen's.

Aww, something cracked him up hard.

Steven singing , Wonderful Tonight. Good job. He sang to me,
but I didn't sang anything because, I am blinded by music notes. i
I never get it right,t herefore, i am not singing anything.

My left, Savilla( her mom was the my cake caterer), Linah (you remember her  from my travel Philippines
entries), Elisabet (my favorite cousin).

Kissing me. Kissing you.

With gorgeous Shane.

Sherry and Linus. 

The sacred rings. I am no longer wearing it now because i gain so much kilos after my pregnancy.
My finger grows too and it seem like it is never gonna shrink anymore. Huh, i really wanna wear it!

The deco for the car was rented by Spell Bridal Boutique , especially made for me.

Before cutting cake ceremony, smile first. 

Cutting the cake together. 

The sibling in-law. From left, Mariam, Simon and Murneh.

My siblings. From left, Janefer, William.

Mommy, thank you for everything. I am nowhere now if it's not because
of your hard work and unconditional love towards your family.
She also deserved to be credited for making this event ever meaningful
and complete. You are my nerve!

Okay , i already introduce the girls. Gentlemen standing next to Steven from
left is Jeffry then, Azri.

I was grateful that everything that had been planned for that went very well on that day. I never had good sleep months before the reception. I was always busy with phone calls since i arranged everything from afar as for the record, i was still working in East Sabah when all this mess happening,  and waste my timeworrying at nightime until there were times when i even dreamed that things goes outta hand during the day.
 I can't stop imagining how my reception is gonna be like because i had attended numbers of beautiful wedding reception of my family and friends. I might be nervous that my reception was going to be awful one.
 I was very worried by my preparations and it seemed like it  could never be finished. But, right after the guest goes back home after the reception over, it felt like the a burden has been moved away. And suddenly a whole new life is seem crystal clear ahead. Okay, it was not blurry before but, it just that the reception has to be over first then i could go on with life. 
So those who had same or almost alike experience with me, share it! 
Those who is going to get married and planning a reception , good luck and be patient if you found that everyone in the family wants a piece of that. I mean that they are going to be very generous with ideas for your big day and might me contrasting with yours. But, in the end of the day, you are the one who's getting married, it is you who determine how you want it to be!